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躺在你的衣柜这是一段不快的调子，用钢琴作了伴奏。
合着她细软的声音，如同娓娓道来的叙述。
前奏略带哀伤的慢调替换了原有的吉他， 显得十分的轻。
主旋律的部分较之吉他版本更好的衬托出她略显空灵的声线。
有一瞬间，爱的幻觉就要冲破那缠绕的果腹。
还有一瞬间，所有的激情都随着温度的冷却湮灭， 而温暖仍旧残留在歌词间：
就如同她所唱的：合着你的味道的体温的毛衣，在离别的时候，跟着她回家。
她不再需要他的任何存在，单抱着残留的温度，
即使没有任何形，都能模拟出。
他远走高飞了，走过不知名的街道，生活在无关她的城市里。
这都不再重要，
他将留下的敏感全都积蓄起来， 凝聚成脆弱来面对即将来临的寒冷。
忽然旋律激荡的部分，她完成了最后的表演。
于是天热了。
Everyone got an excuse for what she had doneThat is one of the sentences I needed to pick up for what I am trying to convince.
No matter how old you are where you are what you are doing, people is trying to get an excuse for what they did.
Drivers broke the rules because they need to speed up and students blame on the timing schedule due to their deadline for their assignments.
All rite, r broke up since she needed to do that.
J lost her temper and got a rumour due to her williness to be kind.
T got herself into a mess where everyone keep distance from her because she just did not care others.
Another J suffered from one and another argument but she toterlated all but slaped the door.
F find an ear click-on on the coach of her fabulous boyfriend's apartment.
L did not keep me in touch for quite a week because she is focusing on her stupid boyfriend.
L get herself in a circle of temped because she is alone
.........Now you can see, everyone got an excuse for what she had done.
No matter it would hurt someone else or not.
She will say: It does not make sense to me?
woo! holy bullshit. but why do you put other's make-up on?
脱落的还未脱落的生病生到神经发彪.看人看到双手发痒.
bitch is not beach.
涂了几天的颜色终于落掉了,
I am in a mess.
fuck off. Night Shanghaiyesterday was an amazing day, though the raining kept falling until the last minute when we step into the JZ club.
It was a coincidence since we did not mean to be there. At first sight, we passed by the Blues &Jazz in a taxi. It was quite and silent.
So we had no choice but go to JZ club. I am sure it would not be closed. That is right.
When we were in there, the rythm choke on my ears. Fay's massage came: there is a big band tonight from NY in JZ.
It was a great pleasure for me to came back there in three days. Although crowds surrounded all the room. I guess most of them are at forties or fifties. would it be a elders' party? ofcourse not, I saw a chinese girl in a good make up and wearing blue skirt with a flower on her head. Her body swung from side to side according to the every beat of Jazz. She is the one whom I would take a second look at. I was delighted after a cup of sex beach by the sea.
I should say I love the girl singing on the stage in a red chinese skirt. It reminds of me having a beautiful chinese skirt in blossom flowers.
her song is still lingering on my ears which name was Night Shanghai.
oh, I should say , if I can, I would not hesitate to be a Jazz singer.
Thanks for your drinking, by the way, Vic. you are such a cute girl. a girl from Jupiter with the song-the girl from Ipanemalyrics:
Tall and tan and young and lovely The girl from ipanema goes walking And when she passes, each one she passes goes - ah When she walks, shes like a samba That swings so cool and sways so gentle That when she passes, each one she passes goes - ooh (ooh) but I watch her so sadly How can I tell her I love her Yes I would give my heart gladly But each day, when she walks to the sea She looks straight ahead, not at me Tall, (and) tan, (and) young, (and) lovely The girl from ipanema goes walking And when she passes, I smile - but she doesnt see (doesnt see) (she just doesnt see, she never sees me,...) I got you under my skinI've got you under my skin story 2: she tried to turn down her face when she is in my hug. I moved a little bit to space somewhere for her. her tears are still on her face, shining in the dark. suddenly the dawn is coming. I told her that I need to leave. her reply was: you are such a sharpen knife. shining but cozy. I said I need to go now. she pull the sheet on and be silent rest of the time. I closed the door and smoked for a while. I need to tell her that I love the way we are being together. not deep but peaceful. Because she is intolerable. Yes she really is. 故事一在我的空间后备中. slow and slow down有那么一次,我从一群平矮的房子下过, 却因平淡的白色屋檐下飘出一长串,悠闲而轻松的旋律.
她说:这里的 老年人都喜欢一种音乐叫jazz.
我记得老头和老太时常在布满家具的大厅里,唱起了danny boy.老头握着老太的手,神情恬淡,老太有着爽朗的笑声.
还有一次,在我灰心丧气的念头里,我摸到了一张 that must be love- mindy abair.
我还记得我最喜欢对着一个叫stanel的人唱: fly me to the moon.
偶尔的一次在路过的音箱店听到一张david miles-round summer.让我想起某个迷离而清爽的夏天.
还有高中的时候一大群女孩子对着一只jazz band而不知所错的摆弄姿势.
或是午夜十分听着midsummer night想着自己就快要毕业的彷徨.
一个人走在毫无人烟的乡村小道上,踱着步,跟着MP3里的 don't make my brown eyes so blue.
心情不好的日子里,听soomth jazz.
在上海的冬日里,簇拥一群人扭动身体.
其实就要慢些缓些,才够味.
那是blues,他们笑道 picky做作是需要水平的,我承认我挺做作的,我的做作在于几乎就要让自己相信了所听到感受到的一切.
当然理性的人是明白的,听的不如看到的真切,感受到的几乎是意象. 当然我差一点让自己相信了这些虚无的做作.
用PRIDE AND PREJUDICE里的一句话, 她是那么不可一视.而这样的傲慢恰巧是致命的弱点. 并非天生的,而是
后天那么做作出来的,更要命. 所以我忽然脑袋一拍地想问一句,是谁让我那么做作的.
当然 是我自己,我一度给自己罩了个金钟罩,就象很多邪教徒一样,画了个圈,对自己说if I don't believe it, it would not hurt me.
其实完全是自欺欺人.在我用极其不标准的普通话发这几个音时.我的行为时常那么的不规则而走音.
于是这就做作出了样子,这样子引得一群做作的人的视线. 大家作成了一团,互相表演.然后我用一个借口来弥补填另一个借口.
直到我终于明白,无非是自己编制的情节,连细节都要一模一样.
我很想说, 这很累. I am on roadThis is for what I graved.
This is anther end of the story and a new start.
I dare to face all, so what?
make up the face and die the feeling.
I am on road.
 this is me alone
and i～ just wish that i didn't feel like there was something i missed and i～ take back all the things i said to make you feel like that and i～ just wish that i didn't feel like there was something i missed and i～ take back all the things that i said to you and i'd give it all away just to have somewhere to go to give it all away to have someone to come home to please highlight all. care about what it was above 我真的吐了事情是这样的，彼日我因好心收留了军刀同学，并与之饭食。
背景在我们互相出差来出差去的第一次相逢后。当时，她所食用的均为上层的，
营养价值颇高的大闸蟹。饭后军刀同学同我同我父母同狗一道楼下消化。
狗路中分别大小便几次，后因一抛乌太硬以至于它不得不在马路铁当中拉了起来。
于是我们如同搓麻将的姿态围了个四方型。
这也许是某人要吐的前兆。
而后军刀因回去怕吵到同住的所以暂留一晚。这其实体现了我一向乐于助人的优良品质。
这斯非但未以恩抱德。
而是在早上我脑袋昏沉的时候说了一句令我十分剜扼的话：
我已经吐过了。
我说你再说一便：
我早上的时候吐了。
好吧，我知道我不聪明也不待见人，可是你也不能这么直接吧。
即便你那么直接，也不要表现出来呀。那么你表现出来也不要告诉我呀。
你居然因为看到我就吐了，真是。。。。。。。。
继续 静养我们都明白,父母是永远最宝贝子女的.比如我的父母，对于我腰挂了等事的直接反应便是，玩风了。
所以他们不仅拒绝我出去吃个饭之类的小事情，并且拒绝我长时间在家打电话。而勒令每日早上8点起，晚上11点睡觉的正常到不能再正常的作息 。
另，他们准备给我报一个游泳班， 据说游泳 非常的可行。
最夸张的莫过于家里的狗，她非要枕着你的胳膊才能睡觉的怪异。
以至于我不得不把它放回篮子里。
军刀同学自我回家后就出差不停，
小奇同学自我到上海后就因公务繁忙而忙碌不堪。
大家都在奔波于工作，钞票间。
即便是医生，也因为病人尤其的多而加班到晚上8点。
而我就要等到那么那么晚，并且是一个人的样子。
MSN上的大把女人们都非常的忙碌，有些是加班不停，所以一直挂线，
有的是在各大space上荡漾，并且发挥着互相八卦的特性。
于是我忽然的看到非常年轻的面孔和非常妖怪的人。
而后我觉得实在无聊，便继续躺着看我的书。
忽然我变得如此的安静，
真是不可思议，
于是我想起了一句话：
we two cute people for urgly faces.
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